the next time

Hi guys
its me josh again, so today i found out that ema read my last blog, but it wouldn't be  polite to her boyfriend if i kept writing about her, but im not gonna stop, im just gonna think tonight, why cant she like me back? or at least appreciate my existence, i'll never know what she think of me. im just so glad how she said that she'll always like me as a friend, and that moment i feel that she's really being nice to me, for the first time.
its so amazing how she can turn nice at least once in my lifetime. i guess Jesus listened on what i hope and prayed every night. Thanks for making my wish come true ;')

its kinda stupid maybe to you guys but our little talks meant so much to me, i guess the little things that annoys her a little bit, can make one person like me so happy. Btw my mom is sick, please pray for my mom, thanks.
And when i woke up this morning i didn't think my day will go like this, thanks for today. i got so much i want.
especially with the news that I've been accepted at an International Mandarin school! and the bad news is im gonna be gone for at least 2 years starting next year, so those people who're gonna miss me, please say what you wanna say.
I'M GONNA MISS EMA THE MOST THOUGH

yeah, even though she might ignore me all the time, i'll still miss her. it might be stupid and silly, but that silly things are the ones im gonna remember the most

its not everyday you came by a girl like this, and she said her boyfriend is also reading my posts, she said hia cool with this so im gonna keep on writing. i know Ema might make me sad sometimes, but shes not always a mean, scary girl. once you see through her eyes, there's so much more to this girl.

hey ema, if you're reading this, thanks for being a friend all these years
im still gonna love ya
peace out!
bye

:)