first day

Hey its Josh, so I decided to make my blog a dude diary, I was gonna tell it to someone, but nobody's even care enough to listen, so here it goes. I'm just a teen boy, you can say, I'm a jerk. I talk a lot, I'm annoying, over confidence, and I judge people. But hey I am just a teenager, I'm regardless of what I am going through, but I can respond differently to make a change.

I'm not that great of a guy, life has taken me to meet many girls that caught my eyes, but none ever capture my heart. Actually, I have tons of options, but I choose to after this girl Named, Ema Gladys, she's a fun girl, she's damn beautiful, artistic, amazing music player, loves to draw. She's special, because she's the most simple yet complicated you'll ever gonna met.

No offense to her but she mocked me all the time, and most of the time, I just laugh, she was all, "Weirdo!" And I was like "Ahahahahahahahahahaha" okay this is kinda awkward. But you know when you're around pretty girls you're gonna be all nervous.
Moving all the way, she is amazing, I cannot explain because that's the best word I got.

Anyway, at 27 april 2012 I was walking with my best friend, he's pretty hackin awesome, his name's Benaya Arifin ( @benayadijee ). We like decided to go to the Mall, its pretty boring there, but its like always full.

And then we play games at the arcade, and went to the movies, and shits. Time flies when you're bored, we've been there for 2 hours, and we almost gonna go home but Benaya text Ema to meet up at the mall.

So she said yes, this Is kinda scary, so I just tell ben "Don't tell her I'm comin too or else she won't come." But then, we didn't she ema anyways, Before we go home, I kinda had this dumb idea to ask her who she came with, and she said.............


Her Boyfriend


A what the heck!!???!!
I thought she was single, I thought I'm warming up to this chic! I don't talk all the way home, and I feel like a complete shit! I can't begin to describe how sad I am and disappointed I am. I just can't take this kind of truth!!
We've known each other for a really long time now.
And she would tell me if she met someone. But shitly, like 3 girls ask me out and I left them hanging in case Ema breakup.

Well I guess this is it for today, I'll talk to you later.
Btw if Ema's boyfriend's reading this, whoever he is. Dude I just want you to know that you have a treasure on your hands, you don't make this girl upset alright? She's the type of girl who hates people that judges people by their looks, and she hates it when people look through her phone, she doesn't like it when you complain too much, you should share your problems, she loves her brothers, especially her little brother Tom. You don't get her upset, make her happy and don't let her down. Peace Guys!
Around the world!
For Generations!
Love You!
Bye!