Claudia

Hey, i'm Joshua.. wanna tell a story about something i lost.

it started way back.. 5 years ago the year was 2007, i was still like 8 idk. anyways i go to a school that's not that famous.. i wasn't a popular student, but I'm known because of my voice and i kinda look like Bruno mars. and at my school, there's this girl named Claudia Worotikan. She has pretty eyes, nice shiny black hair, aw i wish you can see her, she was Beautiful. She was the dream girl at my school, she's actually nice, but somehow still outta reach. i really love her, i can't really explain it but i do. 

Then she sign up for basketball, so i kinda sign up too. Every Thursday was paradise. Then one Thursday, Claudia was silent, she came first to the field, alone and just sitting playing her iPhone. And by instinct i react, and i sat next to her, and i ask her "What's wrong?" she said she was moving to Philadelphia. I was broken to pieces, knowing she'll left me alone. and then coach and the team arrived and we started practice as usual. I try to shake of the sadness and just play like everybody else. I remember it correctly, i wasn't talking till the night arrives. until i pray to god to take a good care of her. 

Friday,  the 3rd period, i went to my class, and i saw her sitting on my chair.. i walk in to the class full of people, but she's gone in a glance. She "accidentally" left her stuff at my table, i was chasing her to her class and i gave her stuff back. it was awesome, suddenly i forgot that she was moving to Philadelphia. And then, the very next Monday, when i'm ready to greet this beautiful girl, she was absent. 

I thought she was sick, but i saw her sitting at the canteen chair wearing an orange shirt looking beautiful, i wanna say hi, but she went to her car with her family, then i remember that she was moving. i try to say goodbye without feeling pain, but it seems impossible. i chase her, i wanna tell her how i feel, but my legs were just too chicken. i stopped chasing her after 1km from our school, she was heading to the airport.

i cant chase her that far, so i went back to school looking like shit. i go home crying for about 4 hours until i fell asleep. it was the worst day of my life, i cant do a thing about it. i can't fix the past.

then i started to connect with her on Facebook. i kinda say the wrong words cause of the typo and i didn't realize it. Then i tried to understand what she said, but she seems mad at me, so i didn't bug her like 3 days and she blocked my account. 

4 Years has passed

its almost Christmas, i kinda sit by my pool with my best friend, we talk about our wish and he accidentally brings up Claudia to our talks, and he asked "Hey josh, how long you haven't talk to Claudia?" then i answered "idk, like 3 years or so.." and he said "3 Years?! dude i just talk to her yesterday, and we mention each other on twitter". Inside i was like "What!" and i was all "Whoa!!" but on the outside i was all "K". 

then i asked him for Claudia's twitter address @HeyItsClaudiaJW

i kinda over Message her, but she never answered. i didn't think it was relevant, so i kinda burst when she talk to me. So she block my account @Joshua_3069. so i make another account 2 even, so i knew that moment she hated every bone in my body. and on June 2012, she's gonna be here on Indonesia. I dunno what to do now that she hates me, i tweeted about 1096 apologies on twitter without her respond back. so hope that she'll forgive me.

Claudia's 14th birthday on

17 Feb 2012

with her brother 

Raphael.

Just Incase you're wondering what i look like

photoshoot

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